I was just looking back at when I last posted - 13th of July. Oh how things have changed in the past 4 months... ...4 months... is that all?!
Around the time of the last entry, James and I were just getting to know each other... and we've been together well since about 2 weeks after then, nearly 4 months now :)
I am living in Cheltenham, I've done a half term-and-a-bit of my A levels - it doesn't sound like much, but for me it wasn't the academic stuff I struggled with at all, it was all the other stuff that goes along with being at college etc... I guess it just wasn't God's timing. I'm not entirely sure why I had to wait 6 years and go through all of that until I started my A levels though... It'd be nice to find out one day.
I'm not really sure where to start with 'what else in new'... everything is new... I'm 'me' again... that's a massive answer to prayer. Emma is back... although rather scarred now.
Oh I reapplied for funding stuff, they still won't agree :/ I'm coming round to the idea that I may have to live with these for the rest of my life.. It will just make going into medicine so much more... squirmish! When people look at or ask me about my scars, at the moment I still want the ground to swallow me up - it feels like my organs bunch up together and shrink back inside me away from my skin.
Looking back over the past few years... it is quite miraculous that I'm still alive. Finding out I'm aspie, turning back to God has strengthened me so much... I'm so excited about the future now :)
... Never ever thought I'd say that again.
I think that's all for now,
Take care peoples
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